Goodbye

I started this blog on the 21st September 2012. I had met a girl in the pub who had just found out she was pregnant and as usual I had to put on a happy front, when deep down I …

Boxes, medicals and Forgetfulness!

The doctors think my mum might have Crohns disease. The tests revealed that her colon is full of ulcers and along with her other symptoms (eye inflamation, sore joints and skin rashes), it looks like it’s either Crohns or Behcets. …

Busy as a bee!

It was the last day of term yesterday and as usual I received loads of presents from my lovely pupils. I was even given a poem from a little girl in my class, all about me! It goes like this: …

Excited beyond belief!

A lot has happened these last few weeks and for once life is bloody brilliant! As I mentioned in the last post, we might be going to live in the Caribbean. After quite a lot of interviews and negotiations G …

What now? How about the Caribbean

It’s not definite, (yet) but we might be moving to the Carribean. G has had several interviews over the last few weeks and on Monday he was told he had got the job! There are still loose ends to tie …

Childlessness and dealing with babies

I would say that for the most part, I am finally pretty strong about having a childless future. Yes, I do get upset from time to time, but I am able to get through a day without thinking about it, …

My top 5 positive things that childlessness brings

This weekend G and I had a lovely mini break at the seaside. We had fun, but it was also quite tough for us because we were bombarded with idyllic scenes of families enjoying quality time together. There were sandcastles …

The influence of pronatalism

Due to the population of the ever expanding planet, I have always thought that these days, it was a little bit selfish to have your own biological child. Before I was deemed infertile, my husband and I used to have …

The joy of wearing jeans again

Last week I tried to wear my jeans, but within ten minutes of wearing them I had to whip them off again because it was far too uncomfortable along my scar. Not anymore! The random stabbing pain that I have …

Unwanted emotions

I’m not sure if it’s hormones or what, but for the past few days I’ve felt on verge of tears. I did cry yesterday, twice, but I’m not sure why. I have been reading comments from a forum for women …